The Diary
...high school; liven with my moms, my 4 other brothers and sisters, my grandmother, and my uncle and his girlfriend in a 3-bedroom apartment in the worst neighborhood of the whole NYC. To top it all off I'm pregnant, and to top it off I'm pregnant by the local loan shark who doesn't even care about me nor the baby I'm carrying. My life right now is so stressed out because I don't know what to do I don't have a job, I sleep in a bunk bed, my sister and I share the bottom bed, and my other brother sleeps on top, my mother has her king size bed right beside us where she sleeps with my two younger brothers. It's sad, I feel like another statistic in the black community, another black teenager pregnant before graduating from high school. The sad thing about this whole thing is that my best friend in the whole wide world doesn't even know, didn't tell her I guess you could say I'm embarrassed, because she lives the good life and I don't, I wish I could trade places with her, she doesn't even realize what she has until its all gone, or every time I'm with her (interrupted) JJJJJUUUUULLLLLLLIIIIIIIEEEE, Andrea is here for you! Alright diary I gotta go know that best friend I was telling you about she here now so I gotta go, who knows maybe I'll tell her, but then everyone else would end up knowing, and I don't want anyone to know
Hugs and Kisses
Julie
THE DIARY 2
Andrea Alexandria Ramos the landlord's granddaughter, humble, very considerate of others but is just plain spoiled rotten, she is so spoiled she doesn't even realize it, gets anything she wants, she has a name ring, a name plate, a name belt, and name earrings. 3 earring holes, on each ear, and makes sure theirs an earring in each one, doesn't always were name brand clothes but you would never be able to tell, that's how involved she is in fashion. She even tried to pursue me, but that never really...
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